Completely

Seriously, today was full of emotion, blessings, and direction. It's border line overwhelming. God is SO amazing and mighty and nothing is impossible for Him. That seems obvious to some and I knew that, but now I'm meditating on it more. I'm not having a single doubt in my mind that He can fix everything. Pray for the impossible. In God's will, that's when your prayers will be answered. I'm just so in awe right now, I can barely type.

I used to doubt that God will provide answers for me with whatever I was going through at the time. not anymore. Why did I doubt? It says in the bible nothing is impossible for Him. Over time I was struggling with the High school group. I was hoping for answers on what to do, but not crying out, with my whole entire heart. Not with everything I am. I didn't trust He was going to do much, until one night of worship, I was completely humbled by His power and grace. I completely gave all my problems over to the Lord, and guess what...that same night I felt called out of the High School and into the main sanctuary as well as leading worship for Jr. High. I didn't question it because it sounded pretty good to me.

Those couple nights of being in the main sanctuary, I felt like I was being filled by the Holy Spirit like never before. It was such a blessing and I felt like I was being called to do more, but wasn't sure what else to do. Just being able to sit still and think about the HS group and everything that happened and clarify all my answers, gave me time to sit still and know that He is God. He. is. God. Obey. Listen. Be humble. All these things flying through my mind. I look back on leaving HS and do not regret it AT ALL. I am just so glad I listened to the Lord. I am so glad that He brought me into the lives of my friends. Friends who encourage me, support me, and plug in their wisdom. To sum everything up...blessed. That's totally what I am.

I am just so incredibly humbled by today and all the direction the Lord is giving me. So humbled.